It makes sense to me as well that it was Sam rather than Dean who didn't give up on Cas, and understood what Cas was going through and where he was coming from. But regardless, it was a pretty big deal considering Cas broke his wall.
My other post does 100% assume that Cas is still alive, but it's okay if you decide not to read it, of course.
also, I kinda, maybe think I really love Leviathan... ooops :p Okay, I have to go into that because I have seen so many people say pretty much the same thing, and it makes me feel a little alone. Like I said in my post, I hate the Leviathan (and I do NOT use that word losely). But not only that, they almost literally make me flinch whenever I see them mentioned. I had to go off tumblr yesterday to avoid the gifs. I mean, kudos to Misha, absolutely. But I am actually terrified, in a way that almost exceeds my feelings after watching Karla (and those were largly influenced by knowing it was a real story). So with everyone seemingly excited about them, I'm starting to worry why I feel so differently.
Sorry, I'm not sure why I'm telling you this. It doesn't really have much to do with your comment. I should probably get off the internet while I'm so emotional.
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Date: 2011-09-25 07:32 pm (UTC)My other post does 100% assume that Cas is still alive, but it's okay if you decide not to read it, of course.
also, I kinda, maybe think I really love Leviathan... ooops :p
Okay, I have to go into that because I have seen so many people say pretty much the same thing, and it makes me feel a little alone.
Like I said in my post, I hate the Leviathan (and I do NOT use that word losely). But not only that, they almost literally make me flinch whenever I see them mentioned. I had to go off tumblr yesterday to avoid the gifs.
I mean, kudos to Misha, absolutely. But I am actually terrified, in a way that almost exceeds my feelings after watching Karla (and those were largly influenced by knowing it was a real story). So with everyone seemingly excited about them, I'm starting to worry why I feel so differently.
Sorry, I'm not sure why I'm telling you this. It doesn't really have much to do with your comment. I should probably get off the internet while I'm so emotional.