Just as I thought I love your review and you explain so well why I feel the way I feel right now. I had to stop watching the episode a couple of times when it was just too painful for me to go on.
For me, it was worse than anything I could have imagined and the scene were the leviathan is trying to get out of Cas made me cry. I realized then and there that whatever that thing was it was more powerful than our angel. I have never been sadder about being right in my life. And I agree with you, I'm so mad at Dean right now, I just wanna kick that pretty ass of his. Sammy being so understanding and forgiving is understandable I think, I mean, he brought on the Apocalypse, not a small thing. I'd even say it was just as big and just as bad as swallowing souls and proclaiming to be the new God. Btw, Cas' skin reminded me of the way Lucifer's skin looked in the end. It was so gruesome.
I agree with all my heart that Misha should get a billion awards for this. Why no one in Hollywood knows him (I couldn't believe it when I read that interview he gave) I don't know. The man's a freaking genius. And the Hollywood execs are effing idiot a-holes.
One last thing, so you think that maybe everything could really just be happening in Sam's mind the way that Lucifer told him? I don't know why but it reminded me of the Dallas story line where Bobby returns and all the episodes before when he was supposed to be dead were just a dream. I wish this was all a dream and Cas was still alive and I want my favorite angel back and I don't care how pathetic that may sound.
I hope this all makes sense in some way. If it doesn't, I'm still in a bit of a shock. The only good thing I can see right now is that I have more hope that this season may be better than the last. If nothing else, I feel emotional in a way I haven't felt for many episodes of season 6. But let's wait and see what'll happen.
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For me, it was worse than anything I could have imagined and the scene were the leviathan is trying to get out of Cas made me cry. I realized then and there that whatever that thing was it was more powerful than our angel. I have never been sadder about being right in my life. And I agree with you, I'm so mad at Dean right now, I just wanna kick that pretty ass of his. Sammy being so understanding and forgiving is understandable I think, I mean, he brought on the Apocalypse, not a small thing. I'd even say it was just as big and just as bad as swallowing souls and proclaiming to be the new God. Btw, Cas' skin reminded me of the way Lucifer's skin looked in the end. It was so gruesome.
I agree with all my heart that Misha should get a billion awards for this. Why no one in Hollywood knows him (I couldn't believe it when I read that interview he gave) I don't know. The man's a freaking genius. And the Hollywood execs are effing idiot a-holes.
One last thing, so you think that maybe everything could really just be happening in Sam's mind the way that Lucifer told him? I don't know why but it reminded me of the Dallas story line where Bobby returns and all the episodes before when he was supposed to be dead were just a dream. I wish this was all a dream and Cas was still alive and I want my favorite angel back and I don't care how pathetic that may sound.
I hope this all makes sense in some way. If it doesn't, I'm still in a bit of a shock. The only good thing I can see right now is that I have more hope that this season may be better than the last. If nothing else, I feel emotional in a way I haven't felt for many episodes of season 6. But let's wait and see what'll happen.