gwaevalarin: (Cas)
a.k.a. this is possibly wishful thinking but I don't care a.k.a there is always hope.

After the latest interviews mit Sera (one, two)? Not gonna lie, I had a bit of a panic attack. Until I fortunately decided to read them again more closely.

spoilery but mostly speculations (there is also some mention of a current Fringe storyline) )
gwaevalarin: (Cas/Dean)
So, now that I have found a safe place for my angel I think I can talk about a few other things that happened in that episode.

spoiler for Supernatural 7x02 )
gwaevalarin: (Cas)
Okay, I have read quite a few other views and opinions, positive and negative by now, so I think it's time for a (hopefully) a little more coherent recap. Nope, sorry, coherency is apparently not going to happen with this episode.

SPOILER for Supernatural 7x01 )
gwaevalarin: (Cas)
First of all: Can we get Misha an award already? Emmy? Oscar? Every award ever?
I knew he was good, but this... I mean... I'm completely lost for words. I officially declare Misha Collins the best actor to ever have graced my screen. Just wow!

Second of all: I expected a lot of things when going into this episode. I did not expect this.
I did not end up a sobbing mess, even though there were quite a few gasps and tears, not gonna lie. I did not end up raging and screaming and throwing things at my screen.
Quite the contrary. This episode was pretty much perfect. If the storyline as a whole works, will have to be seen next week. But for now, Show and I are good again.
I feel infinitely better about things now. And at the same time infinitely worse and more worried. But in the right way. I think.

incoherent rambling and spoilers under the cut )
gwaevalarin: (Bal/Cas)
Title: Lost Northern Star
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters/Pairing: Castiel/Balthazar, Dean
Rating: PG
Spoiler: 6x22
Warning: unbeta’d
Disclaimer: I wish they were mine so I could keep them safe, but they are not.
Word count: ca. 1500
Summary: Balthazar refuses to give up on Castiel.

A/N: I just love the thought of Balthazar being the one to get through to Castiel, and writing about the different ways it could happen it is very therapeutic.
Title stolen from Tarja Turunen.


Dean can feel blood running down the side of his face. )
gwaevalarin: (Cas/Dean)
I think some people may be getting a wrong impression regarding my feelings towards Supernatural at the moment. I think some people may be getting a wrong impression regarding the entire Castiel (and Cas/Dean) part of the fandom, but I can only speak for myself, and I want to make a few things clear here:

Most importantly: I love this show.
I may be ranting and worrying and complaining a lot lately. I wouldn't do that if I didn't care.

Equally important: I still love Sam and Dean. Maybe not as much as I love Cas and Balthazar and Gabriel and (hate-love) Crowley, but of course I love them. I don't think it's possible to watch this show if you don't.
I also firmly believe that this show, in its core, has always been, will always be, and should always be about these two brothers. They are the heart and soul of Supernatural, and I don't think anyone could possibly doubt that.
BUT it can't be only about them. lengthy post about my feelings about this show, the characters, and what it is that I'm complaining about )

And here is another very important reason why - despite everything - I won't leave anytime soon: I love this fandom and I love the cast (and, most of the time, the crew)

This fandom, with all its wank and fighting, still is a big family. An most of the people I know support each other, and respect each other's opinion. There are quite a few black sheep, and that can hurt, but at the end of the day, most of you - and certainly everyone on my flist - are the most insane-in-a-good-way, creative, passionate, kind, unique bunch of people I've ever met. And even if the show should go downhill completely, I wouldn't leave because I don't want to leave YOU.

And this crazy, big family includes a lot of the actors, and quite a few of the writers, directors and other people working on the show. I don't think there is any other fandom where the actors are that involved and care that much. Be it Twitter, or cons, or insiders they send our way in interviews. They are just as completely insane as we are, and they never fail to brighten up my day.

I feel like I have found my home. Maybe we will move on one day, maybe we will go our separate ways at some point, maybe we will meet again in a different fandom. But for now, you are my family and this show is my home.
And this is exactly why I still love this show with all my heart. And this is equally why I worry and complain so much when I feel that things go terribly wrong. Because I care.
See a theme here?

ETA: Spoilers in the comments. You've been warned
gwaevalarin: (Bal/Cas)
Title: To Be Loved
Fandom Supernatural
Characters/Pairings: Castiel/Balthazar
Rating: PG
Spoiler: up to 6x22
Warning: unbeta’d
Disclaimer: Not mine. If they were, there would be hugs.
Word count: ~1000
Summary: "I could never turn on you. I would never leave you." Fix-it coda for 6x22
A/N: I’m not much of a writer, but this needed fixing, so I found a way to fix it.

Castiel feels the power surge through him... )
gwaevalarin: (Bal/Cas)
Okay, I'm somewhat calm now. Still devastated, and angry, and so not okay with this, but calm. And I have decided that I am going to have this whole mess make sense somehow, if it kills me - and it just might, as I'll have to rewatch (parts of) the episodes for this.

So this is going to be less of a review, and more of a first attempt on my personal head canon, where I just might end up ignoring and re-interpreting scenes left and right if I have to. I'm also stealing from ideas I read on LJ and tumblr. So I can't take credit for everything, I'm just putting stuff together, and hope that it'll somehow hold.

spoiler for Supernatural 6x21 and 6x22, and a lot of things that don't make sense. Yet. )
gwaevalarin: (Balthazar)
From an interview with Sebastian:

slightly spoilery )

You can find the interview in its entirety here. It is worth reading, and just so very Sebastian. ♥

There is also another interview with him, again only very vaguely spoilery, that includes this:

Roché, who is quickly becoming a staple at fan conventions, pointed out that now is the time in the television landscape to really interact with the fans and bring them into the dialogue of the show. It is just so easy to, especially with things like Twitter right at everyone's fingertips.
"The response is overwhelming, and for what it's worth I haven't really heard one negative thing. Well, maybe that's just because those who don't like me aren't Tweeting me, but still."
He encourages the interaction because it's a way to connect with the fans and let them know that they (as members of the cast, or even crew) appreciate the support.


D'awwwwww! ♥
gwaevalarin: (Crowley)
Yes, I know, I said I was going to stay away from spoilers for the finale, but I HAD to read this one.

Kind of MASSIVE spoiler for the finale, slight spoiler for season 7. You still might want to know )
gwaevalarin: (Crowley)
I've come to the conclusion that Crowley will probably be the key to everything in the season 6 finale. So here are a few thoughts and theories. Mainly because Mark Sheppard is my designated liar, who plays me like a fiddle, and gives mean little hints with a mean little smile without actually giving anything away at all.

No spoilers beyond 6x20, just speculations. Some of them may be very loosely based on spoilers, but I won't tell you which ones and how, so reading under the cut won't give anything away. Unless I'm right, then it will. But neither you nor I will know that until after the finale ;) )

Thoughts? Theories? Other ideas? Feel free to share, but no spoilers please. I'm trying to stay as spoiler free as I can for the finale.
gwaevalarin: (Castiel)
Dear Ben Edlund:
I hate you. Marry me?
Broken,
me.

Okay, attempting to write that review now. I have a feeling I may end up quoting pretty much the entire episode.

Supernatural 6x20 )

Two weeks? Really? I'm so glad I'll have the con to distract me.
gwaevalarin: (Cas)
Supernatural season finale spoiler )

Thought? Other ideas?
gwaevalarin: (Castiel)
Break my heart, will you? )
gwaevalarin: (Cas)
Supernatural 6x19 )

Teaser for next week's episode now. *scared*

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